Being a loser is unbearable. You tell me, and I'll tell you all about it. It's a sort been-there-done-that situation for me. It's not that I'm not a loser anymore, I still am (not that I'm proud of it!). But now am a loser with faith. (Besides, I've put unbearable things here in this blog hehe...)
When I was a kid, I always got what I wanted. I am everything but lose. I was always the youngest yet the wisest (:-P), smallest yet the strongest, naughtiest but the smartest. Up to senior high, luck seemed to dominate me. I can be as "slordig" as I could, but winning was always my middle name.
Failure after failure seemed to catch me. I felt disappointed, sad, useless, all negative things. Everytime I got sad, or had negative feelings, I always thougt that my life is about to be over. I thougt, I can't crawl back to where I began. But life is nothing but a fight. It ain't over 'til it's over.
One day, someone told me that for those who are standing at the lowest point of their life there's no way out but up. This advice made me think the other way round. If I'm at the lowest point of my life, there's only one way out: that is, up.
So now, everytime I feel that I'm at the lowest point of my life I can be optimistic. Coz I know, for those at the lowest point, there's only one way out: up.
